There is a pain -- so utter -- — Summary

Emily DickinsonContemplative

There is a pain -- so utter -- It swallows substance up -- Then covers the Abyss with Trance -- So Memory can step Around -- across -- upon it -- As one within a Swoon -- Goes safely -- where an open eye -- Would drop Him -- Bone by Bone.

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Emily Dickinson describes a pain so absolute it swallows everything solid, leaving a vast, terrifying emptiness. But instead of falling into that abyss, the mind covers it with a trance—a kind of numbness or altered state. This allows Memory to step lightly around the edges, even across the chasm, without being swallowed. The speaker likens it to someone in a faint who can move through a danger that would shatter a wide-awake person, dropping them “Bone by Bone.” The feeling is one of a pain so extreme that consciousness itself becomes impossible; self-protection kicks in by shutting down full awareness. The mood is suspended and eerie, almost a hush—a stark calm built over a catastrophe. There’s both terror in the abyss and an unsettling relief in not seeing it clearly.

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