I saw you again,Holy shit.The feelings tried to crawl back but I didn't let them,Not this time.But damn was it hard,Damn how much I wanna love you,Damn how much I wanna hold you,But that can't happen, it won't, and I know it never will.
I see you watch her now,It used to be me but once again it's her.Shes noticed too but tells me she doesn't want you,I know your pure heart,If she ever gets to know you-I'll be the supportive friend,We were never meant to be,Be happy, that's your plan.Fix her heart, I'll fix my own.Don't worry about me,I'll always have a smile on my face, even when I'm too tired.Don't look me in the eye though or else I might cry.
When I behold a forest spreadWith silken trees upon thy head;And when I see that other dressOf flowers set in comeliness;When I behold another graceIn the ascent of curious lace,Which, like a pinnacle, doth shewThe top, and the top-gallant too;Then, when I see thy tresses boundInto an oval, square, or round,And knit in knots far more than I.Can tell by tongue, or True-love tie;Next, when those lawny films I seePlay with a wild civility;And all those airy silks to flow,
Sweet serene sky-like flower,Haste to adorn her bower;From thy long cloudy bedShoot forth thy damask head!New-startled blush of Flora,The grief of pale Aurora,Who will contest no more,Haste, haste to strew her floor!Vermilion ball that's givenFrom lip to lip in heaven,Love's couch's coverlet,Haste, haste to make her bed!Dear offspring of pleased VenusAnd jolly plump Silenus,Haste, haste to deck the hairOf the only sweetly fair!