Fuck it.
I'm sick of staying quiet.
Silence is for when I'm hiding something from my family,
Not my friends.
Just don't make a face or laugh or insult.

Dude, I have a crush on you.
Stop talking to me if you want.
I don't care.
I'm sick of talking and feeling like I'm just annoying you.
You give off the 'I hate this' vibe sometimes.
Well....
Almost all the time.
Sometimes I feel like you don't mind.
Like the time I walked over after the math test,
And I watched your face change into a smile.
Made me feel good,
Cause I never feel like the people I'm talking to like me.
I figured out why I can't read people, by the way.
It's the ADHD.
Some of us have more extreme symptoms than others-
Pretty sure I have more than I'm supposed to.
So anyways.
How about it?
You want me to stop talking to you now,
Or just make myself forget I like you?
(I can do that.
Trick myself into not having a crush.
It's pretty easy.
Most of the time)

Alright,
I'm just wasting time now.
I'll see ya tomorrow.
Maybe.
Well,
I will see you,
Since I always look to see if you're in class.
I hate it,
By the way.
You're just a boy-
Most people don't even notice you.
So why the fuck do I notice?
Seriously.
I hate being attracted to you.
It's harsh,
Cause you're more unreadable to me
Than a book written in mandarin.
Maybe it's how you make me think before I speak,
Or how you don't make fun of me for random things I do.
Or is it the fact that you'll talk to me,
Even though you said you like not talking to people?
I give up.
Just-
Just don't make a face at me.
Don't insult me.
Don't laugh at me.
I don't offend easy,
But I do hurt easy.
It sucks.
Have a good day.