Crushed
My first crush was a statue: strong and silent, noble to a fault. Realer
than the dead general he memorialized, for his triumph was far less fleeting.
He kept his chin up no matter what, weathering every pigeon. His head
was like a moon, blotchy with seas. As for me, I didn’t want to be seen
with my head of a beast like an ass-backwards sphynx. Small dogs assaulted
the space I’d left intentionally absurd, uniformed like a unisex fireplug,
gruff as a gryphon. I huffed glue till my syntax collapsed and I came unglued.
A war blew in and they drafted my soldier, melted him down and cast him into shot.