The anatomy of perception (1)
Let us imagine a body full of thinking members.
The uterus knew what I & the doctor did not. It threatened mutiny.
The mind is more than brain, I’d say, the body’s a net of nerves,
which makes the womb a net within a net. Mine wasn’t about to let its catch be killed
when the baby still sat ass-downward & they talked about turning it. Something,
everything said NO. I chose the Caesarian. When they went in, they found me
so deformed, they took pictures. The baby had sat the only way she could fit
& turning her would’ve killed her, ruptured the uterus. Call it instinct, sixth sense.
I opted for mild sedation, & if they’d let me I would’ve watched. I was
that detached. Only the thought of the turning made my insides flip.