eating disorder

i look into the mirror with disgust nothing pleases me i want to throw up i want to be different i want to be thin

that's every girl's dream in this society to "be what they want" but maybe they should've told her no they should've told her this is wrong to not hurt herself to not rip the inside of her throat just so she can waste away to nothing

you should've told her it was okay to eat food is good it gives you energy and nutrition but now the thought of it sickens her thanks to you

thanks to their stereotypical ways thanks to her weakened mind she's become a walking zombie food never passing her lips

she hates what she sees in the mirror she hates the look of everything there she finds her stomach too fat she finds herself wishing for a thigh gap praying for thinness hating the concept of eating just to please you

this girl was wasting away her healthy size deteriorated to death she's gone now, because of them because she wanted to be thin to be what they wanted for they being society for they being monsters who owned her