abandonded

you left me Left me sitting in the dark Sitting alone with these horrid thoughts how could you? I trusted you. trusted you with my life. but maybe that was my biggest mistake. who knows? I knew i shouldnt have fell for it shouldnt have fell for your false love father why must you leave me wherever will i go? now your light isnt there Man i shouldve bought a lamp But no, i thought i could trust you Now I have no guide in this dark sea. now my world is such a dismal scene. No light, no happiness, only pain Well pain and me so now i bask in this pain, only with my inner voices daddy please stop these demons the meanies are hurting your little girl where-o-where is my superman? i dont know if i can hold on much longer This thin ledge is all i grasp Its cracking as i grow for it is too weak without you i wonder when it will finally break 8,10,12,15,16? who knows.... it will only last so many years so many years til it all comes crashing down. its been 8 years im now seventeen this ledge is cracking more everyday- i think its finally going to break my arms are getting sore ...i kind of want the relief but i need my superman When i fall, will you save me? or will you just be there a second late late, as always you never were that punctual... maybe youll be on time for the memorial of this fallen building Or maybe you wont even be allowed in...