Heartache

I will ruin you. Not with small words. Not with the loving looks. I will ruin you With my long words And my broken looks.

You will begin to question How did it ever start to become this?

I will ruin you Not with little things Not with great memories I will ruin you With the greatest things With my worst memories.

You will begin to question Can my own heart take it anymore?

I dont meant to intentially ruin you That is who I am

I have the worst memories I have the greatest memories I have small words I have long words I have broken looks I have loving looks.

Please don't become upset with me I am trying to fix myself. I dont want to intentially ruin you.

One day You will learn I am not the one And leave me in the ruins And you will be happy. Leaving me with the heartache I didn't intentially want.