Ever again, anymore.

Your hand held mine, and as much as i tried not to cry, i still did. I still did because i couldn't hold the knot in my throat anymore, because your face reminded me, that i'll be gone and you alone, and because i knew that i wouldn't be able to sleep ever again, anymore. I wouldnt be able to feel the suns heat, the snows freezing cold or the salty, sandy sea ever again, anymore. I wouldnt be able to smell your flowery perfume, to see your reassuring smile nor to fall into your welcoming warm arms, ever again, anymore. The beeping of the healing machines faded slowly, as pain cleared off, and peace came up, as a once cold, white room, darkened into empty black Oblivion.