I thought i was over you

God I thought I was over you But the memories still haunt me The nausea is always there A constant reminder that I fucked up oh god I wish I hadn't And you know exactly who you are My last words to you were Not like it matters anyway But it mattered Oh god it mattered What did you mean when you said But there's still you My heart leaped then Nearly jumped out my gaping mouth For the flicker of hope you gave me And I thought I was over you