First Love

Like something new in the world today Like a prism of color Rain water dancing on the roof of my car Watching the girls play in the mud That once was sand That once was ocean That once was life And my God – Stopping myself from wanting What is probably natural (Replace the ones that I love) And I’m almost certain there’s truth In this misery Can’t find the off button The switch to makes this all go away What would you say if I kissed you? If I disappeared and never returned? Would you speak of me kindly? Would you remember my name?