I can, I'm just scared

I can tell you what I think, I'm just scared I can do what I want to, I'm just scared scared of what you might say what you might do I'm scared that you're gonna give up like the others that you are gonna leave me that you'll turn around and never look back I knew it would happen at some point I just didn't think it would be this soon I'm sorry but I left first without a proper goodbye I hate myself for that I'm just scared