People ask around
"How are you? "
"How was your day?"
I used to be honest

But life wasn't easy on me
It taught me to love with all my heart
But to suffer for it
twice as hard

But life wasn't the only one
Others also taught me a lot
But most times what stuck
Was what hurt

My parents and brother...
They taught me a lot,
But what stuck?
It stuck that I talk too fast
It stuck that I talk too loud
It stuck that what I like bothers them
So now I feel bad to talk about it
It stuck that moment
That moment my mom said I was a bad daughter
It stuck the moment they showed I let them down

My old teachers also taught me a lot
What stuck with me?
It stuck that I have to be the best
It stuck that I am not enough
It stuck that a 60% it's a terrible grade
It stuck that I should always compare myself to others
It stuck that I should never compare myself to others
Confusing right?
Always and never compare myself?
But that stuck

What got stuck from society?
It stuck that I have to have a perfect body
It stuck that I am not enough
It stuck that I can't have body hair
It stuck that I will never be enough
It stuck that I have to be perfect
It stuck that people care more about looks rather then personality

What stuck from time?
It stuck that even the ones who said who would stay, left
It stuck that life is gonna make me suffer
It stuck that I have to suffer
It stuck that I'm not enough for people to stay
It stuck that people will show less affection the longer you know them
It stuck that the longer you know someone, the less they will show they care
It stuck the pain

It all stuck
And this I know will stay
Forever