All For The Boy Who Will Never Care

I really love him He's perfect He makes me feel happy on the inside He doesn't really talk to me much I don't really know why.... Am I annoying? Am I too stupid? Am I ugly? I'm afraid of him sometimes though.... Like he's going to hurt me. He said that I was "ratchet" the other day I really felt like crying But I chose not to. He hates how I look My jeans are too tight apparently My jacket is dirty My shirt is worn out. He probably thinks I'm so annoying. I am stupid, but he doesn't really have to say it to my face... I've done a lot of work before I've put makeup to my skin I've sprayed on perfume before I've tried scented lotion so maybe he'll want to be around for me...... And to think this is all for the boy who will never care.....