Remember/My First Love/?

I remember this feeling... . It's a feeling I can't label yet... But it's also something I can't forget... All I know is after this feeling comes regret I don't remember all of the things Just the sweet taste of your lips The warm feeling of your hips The sparkle in your eyes I don't remember much from that day But I know I will never feel that way Memories of you come in waves Sometimes it's in black and white Sometimes it's dark as night It's so dark that I can't even move. But sometimes it's colourful And I can see everything but your face Somehow I see your eyelids Somehow I know you smiling... I don't know who you are And I probably never will I know you are way too far To even think about these feels

My first love

She was beautiful Had eyes that could make stars shy away And her hair It was so clean Somehow it always moved in slow motion He smile was the most precious thing I had ever seen So much confidence in her statements But still she was humble She was a product of good old traditional parenting. You could tell that she was loved And she spread that love with everybody And not in a slutty way. I'm talking positivity Never really had time for guys

She made me feel like I'm not enough

I think I might be the poster boy for loving people that don't love me back

You are a prime example of that For an entire two years I dedicated my every being to you But still that wasn't enough for you Loving you was the best thing to ever happen to me Through you I learnt about self worth and the importance of self love It's crazy that self acceptance is born from rejection

Looking back Loving you specifically was the best thing to ever happen to me

The burns and bruises that you created Reshape and moulded this fine gentleman that stands before you today