Night

Night. Euphoric, beautiful night where the city girls drink and party where the country boys laugh and be merry where I fall victim to insomnia

Fear. Wrenching, haunting fear where rationality is sacrificed where I scream silently and nobody hears where dreams disappear in the dust

Paranoia. Intense, glaring paranoia where the past won't stop replaying where the future intimidates me where I jump at nonexistent shadows

Despair. Hopeless, trapped despair where rays of light are gone where life is bleak where there is no future and the past is me