Initially, I Was Surprised

Initially, I was Surprised Amazed and delighted But keeping collected Every gesture Laugh, Look, Another careful clue Good for me to pause Under these circumstances Situations can be sticky, Tricky Incredibly confusing Not to be taken lightly Nevertheless, I noticed my mind moving Tiptoeing quietly Slightly Unobtrusively Gentle Always aware Leaving no note unnoticed Leaving no smile unreturned Even, steady, careful Balanced, poised Ah! Heart, why do you totter!? Sending us all into the waters I am now in too deep, perhaps