crash

I'm just sitting here in the calm, mind is a haze scenes flash before my eye's, like crashing waves beating against the memories, of a long forgotten past I think I'm gonna crash I know I'm gonna crash got my hand out, take a hold if you can covered in oily memories, can't even seem to grasp grasp the reality of the life I'm living can't grasp anything, it needs to change just a lonely man sitting sitting on the ground of his own un-dug grave I think I'm crashing NO I know I'm crashing