Promises I

I promised myself that I would push myself out of bed, so I did. I pomised myself that I would go outside, so I did. I promised myself that I would make new friends, so I did. I promised myself that I would never hurt my friends, but I did, And they didnt keep their promise either, so I promised myself to never make new friends. I promised to never go outside again. I promised to never leave my bed again. But no one actually keeps their promises right?