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Lovely is it not? In silence you get lost. Covered in solitary frost. Will I ever be caught?

It's not isn't it? To mute your voice With the fear of making a final choice. Never been happy, even just a bit.

Have you ever used Novocain? Feel nothing Even if you're supposed to feel something. Like forgetting the taste of candy cane.

Have you ever been in love? With another person? Never have I ever have such feeling with no rhyme or reason. I lost what was sent from above.

Will I ever feel that? Uncertain to that question Underqualified for that competition. Will it be just like a hit from a bat?

Is love even more painful? I may never know, I've lost that capability. Just a numb pathetic vessel with ability. Is it bitter yet blissful?