Sick, sad, rad teenWith cigarette smokeInside her dreamsSick, sad, rad teenMascara stainedCheeksSick, sad, rad teenGrades slipping downBetween the cracksSick, sad, rad teenArtistically fallingApart.
My thoughts spin and spinAround my headLike a recordExcept there's noMusicJust the noiseOf words telling me thatI'm never going to make itI start to get dizzyAnd give in to theseNegative thoughts once again.
I have been wonderingDo my scars define me?Because they tell youAbout my painBetter than my words ever couldWhat defines me as a human being?And then I realizedI want to remain undefinedBecause instead of a human lifeI'll end up as anotherWord in the dictionary.
Poison ivy crawls at its root,I dare not approach it,It has an air of hate.One would say a man had been hanged to its branches,It holds them in such a way.The moon gets tangled in it,A distant steeple seems to barkFrom its belfry to the sky.Something that no one ever loved,Is buried here:Some grey shape of deadly hate,Crawls on the back fence just beyond.Now I remember--once I wentOut by night too near this oak,And a red cat suddenly leapt
Long vast shapes... cooled and flushed through with darkness....Lidless windowsGlazed with a flashy lusterFrom some little pert cafe chirping up like a sparrow.And down among iron gutsPiled silverThrowing gray spatter of light... pale without heat...Like the pallor of dead bodies.
What shall I do when the Summer troubles --What, when the Rose is ripe --What when the Eggs fly off in MusicFrom the Maple Keep?What shall I do when the Skies a'chirrupDrop a Tune on me --When the Bee hangs all Noon in the ButtercupWhat will become of me?Oh, when the Squirrel fills His PocketsAnd the Berries stareHow can I bear their jocund FacesThou from Here, so far?'Twouldn't afflict a Robin --All His Goods have Wings --I -- do not fly, so whereforeMy Perennial Things?