"I wish you could understand
why I am,
the way I am.

I wish you could understand,
why I think too much.
why I hate wednesdays.
why mornings are difficult and nights are not.
why I prefer the moon over the sun.
and why I don’t love myself,
as much as you love me.

I just wish you could understand me.
but you don’t.
and that’s fine.
because I don’t understand me,
either.."

I wish you could understand,
Why I don't dress fancy.
Why I show up late.
Why I hate company yet love parties
Why I hate most of my relatives on my dad's side
Why I'm attracted to people younger than me
Why I love all my ex's
Why I don't have a best friend,

I just wish you could understand me.
but you don’t.
and that’s fine.
because I don’t understand me,
either.."

I wish you could understand,
Why I look so innocent outwardly
While I have a craving demon inside me,
Why I am a poor texter
Why I loose friends at the talking stages
Why it's easy to loose me as a lover and not as a friend
Why I prefer my own company..

I just wish you could understand me.
but you don’t.
and that’s fine.
because I don’t understand me,
either.."

I wish you could understand
Why I find peace in written and not spoken
Why I sleep late lost in my thoughts and
Why this is my last line

I just wish you could understand me.
but you don’t.
and that’s fine.
because I don’t understand me,
either.."