I WISH YOU COULD

"I wish you could understand why I am, the way I am.

I wish you could understand, why I think too much. why I hate wednesdays. why mornings are difficult and nights are not. why I prefer the moon over the sun. and why I don’t love myself, as much as you love me.

I just wish you could understand me. but you don’t. and that’s fine. because I don’t understand me, either.."

I wish you could understand, Why I don't dress fancy. Why I show up late. Why I hate company yet love parties Why I hate most of my relatives on my dad's side Why I'm attracted to people younger than me Why I love all my ex's Why I don't have a best friend,

I just wish you could understand me. but you don’t. and that’s fine. because I don’t understand me, either.."

I wish you could understand, Why I look so innocent outwardly While I have a craving demon inside me, Why I am a poor texter Why I loose friends at the talking stages Why it's easy to loose me as a lover and not as a friend Why I prefer my own company..

I just wish you could understand me. but you don’t. and that’s fine. because I don’t understand me, either.."

I wish you could understand Why I find peace in written and not spoken Why I sleep late lost in my thoughts and Why this is my last line

I just wish you could understand me. but you don’t. and that’s fine. because I don’t understand me, either.."