Oh God, Oh God ohgodohgodohgod (20.7.13)

Why is it, that tonight, I miss you more than anything?

Tonight, when I should rejoice in the love I thought I lost but instead wallow in the sorrow of the love that is gone forever?

I miss you as you are, a person, a lover.

I miss your taste the flesh of your lips crushed beneath mine.

I miss the feel of your body which fit perfectly at my side.

Your hand, which was a perfect match.

So tonight, I'll write a love song About the girl With a smile brighter than the sun, and eyes deeper than the ocean, and sadder than an old man's, And the boy who adored her with every fibre of his being and every ounce of his strength, and how he fought for their love.

And how in the end, they both died, because neither was the same person that they were before.

And so they could no longer love each other as they had because they changed faster than the other could follow.