Sour Love

God I am exhausted, What I believed was love was just a misunderstanding apparently. Was it so apparent that she never felt the way I felt? Was it apparent that everything was a waste from the beginning? I used to believe in Aphrodite,

Worship,

Get down on my knees though they were scraped and bleeding. Now I chuckle and tap my fingers on the table at the very mention of the name. I once believed in such a thing as "love", But I seem to be better off without it.