What I Want

I want to put it all into words. That will make sense to anyone else who asks. What happened between us? I wish I really knew the answer. But to know that It would require me to understand that whole disarray. I will never be able to understand The fact that your fingers were entwined with hers When at that moment you told me they longed for mine. The dirty secrets. The selfish lies. Behind locked doors. I will never be able to understand. Was it worth it? Was this worth it? I will never know. Secretly, I hope you come back. And we work out, like we didn’t before.