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BomberJacknut
I see you, but I won't look
You just mean business
You're by the book
And I know your reasons
To keep on coming by
But keep it to yourself
I don't want to decide, no
You're just a noise
Just some more static on my screen
And if I listened, and I won't
I'd have to make a scene
It's just so hard to keep it still and keep myself at bay
And though I really want to, I'll need you to go away
I've paid off my problems, lord knows what I had to give
So why won't you just leave me be and let me live?
Why do you stay? You just keep knocking on my door
the bedroom door stays locked
my thoughts wedged under the handle
blocking anyone from seeing what is on the inside
the walls are painted the darkest black
and is completely bare of furniture
demons hide under the creaking floorboards
every night I take out a silver blade
from a special place
and for the moments that my skin is a deep red
the room lights up a bright shade of yellow
and then the shame sets in and the darkness returns
but if I try hard enough to not let the red come back
the yellow will gradually creep back onto the walls
and eventually the door will unlock
letting me out of my caged hell