Sadism, Backwards

I see you, but I won't look You just mean business You're by the book And I know your reasons To keep on coming by But keep it to yourself I don't want to decide, no

You're just a noise Just some more static on my screen And if I listened, and I won't I'd have to make a scene It's just so hard to keep it still and keep myself at bay And though I really want to, I'll need you to go away I've paid off my problems, lord knows what I had to give So why won't you just leave me be and let me live?

Why do you stay? You just keep knocking on my door I tried to feed you but you kept asking for much more I just need silence, but your whispers grow too loud Your will hangs over me like a demonic shroud Each day's a little harder as I feel your power rise Why can't I just go and cut you free - sever the ties?

I know you're there I feel your stare I see your smile I'm not worth your while

I know you're here to stay But please, just leave me be I don't want to admit that You're a part of me