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Dave Bonta
in last night’s news
who was taken by war
guns like strange teeth
carry the enemy home with us
looking like people that had taken
leave of the world
we would go off to meet
the enemy towards evening
just as the great difference
between us was in doubt
I have a secret hate
like a private sea
that taste of ships put out to rust
that anything other than desert
for a voyage to white hair and ill health
my head full of how to get rid
of my enemy
Old papers trouble me,
like some high country
where all are peaceable
but against us. I draw
things as they are, glad
that my mind is troubled.
I could join the war
glad as rust
I would go be the enemy
for an afternoon.
I'm just a brick wall
Sitting here proud and strong
But it comes with a price
I'm always alone, no people to lean on me
If I crumble there's no one to repair me
So that day when I crumble
I'll just sit there
More broken than I am
The enemy doesn't stop beating on me
Pounding me, trying to get me to crumble
Sometimes people come and help
But usually they leave before the enemy is done
The enemy slowly beats me, the brick wall, down
And when they finally manage, it's chaos inside
There is nowhere safe to hide
They can only stand and fight
I despise my friends more than you.
I would have known myself but they stood before the mirrors
And painted on them images of the virtues I craved.
You came with sharpest chisel, scraping away the false paint.
Then I knew and detested myself, but not you,
For glimpses of you in the glasses you uncovered
Showed me the virtues whose images you destroyed.
This is the day of dauntless memories,
Hours that live turn back to deathless hours,
But sheltered in my heart there lies,
As in a grave,
A memory serene and brave
That needs no flowers.
No valiant tale to stir the blood to wine —
Dear enemy that struck at me and fled! —
And yet the victory was mine.
As mine the pain,
And still my heart resounds its gain,
Its cherished dead.