HARCOURT, AT THE CHURCH OF STANTON HARCOURT, IN OXFORDSHIRE, 1720.
To this sad shrine, whoe'er thou art, draw near;
Here lies the friend most loved, the son most dear:
Who ne'er knew joy, but friendship might divide,
Or gave his father grief but when he died.
How vain is reason, eloquence how weak!
If Pope must tell what Harcourt cannot speak.
Oh, let thy once-loved friend inscribe thy stone,
And, with a father's sorrows, mix his own!
I saw the way your face changed
When I came over and said hello.
I've never seen a friend
Go from stressed to glad so fast.
It made me feel so good,
Cause that smile was about me.
And it's even better
Because you started the conversation,
Something new you started yesterday.
Thanks for being my friend-
No one else makes me feel more special.
Cause if the nicest boy alive
Sees me as a friend,
Then I think maybe I'm not so bad.
I'm glad I make you smile,
Since it's the cutest thing in the world.
As we changed
our relationship changed too.
We used to play and laugh together.
So much fun every day.
As we changed
I let you go,
smiling and happy for you.
"Don't worry I'm not mad" I said.
As we changed
The life tear us appart.
How many days has passed since then.
You're happy now.
As we changed
I'm wondering...
As if we never knew each other,
we don't talk anymore.
Favor-itism;
a flaw you claim to be bereft
of, what a sin
I have gone and accused you of
and what a fool
you could never be oh so cruel
Favor-itism;
I'm just over-analyzing
clearly I am
what you do for them, no request
needed on their
end, you're just that nice of a guy
Favor-itism;
you'd do the same for me, I'm sure
I'm just complex
and hard to do things for, I know
That's how it started
Again
But can you?
Can you be friends with someone that you once loved?
Can you be friends with someone that broke your heart?
Can you be friends with that person
Without falling in love again
Without seeing that side on them you loved
How are you supposed to prevent that from happening?
How are you supposed to build up a shield around your heart?
How are you supposed to just be friends?
I want to
I want to be capable of just being friends
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to feel the power of love again
You're supposed to be smarter
You say you wanna die,
I know thats a lie,
You say you are ok,
I know thats fake,
You say you don't care,
I say thats not fair,
You say thats alright,
I say thats not ok,
You say "I give up",
I say thats okay
Cause I am here.
This adulthood doesn't suit me
It's hard to adapt.
I need humans to talk to but I got used to Google as it's easier.
I have a few but I need someone.
Am I sick of them ? I'm not definitely.
I'm longing to have someone for me.
Only me. Is it too much to ask for ?
To the one, I can share everything.
My love, friendship, life.
Friend or lover ? Anyone but for me. Am I possessive? I'm desperate.
Someone to take care of me,
To support me, To listen to me,
To share my happiness and sadness,
To hug me, To roam with me,
To laugh and watch movies with me,
To text me, dance with me,
I play with you,
I stay with you,
I would do anything for you.
You are my master,
You and your family,
You treat me like one of your children.
Because I am.
But when times get rough and scary,
I act a little wack,
But I know you always love me,
Even when I attack.
I am your best friend,
And you are mine,
A bond stronger than all others,
I am,
Your dog.
Attachments bring disappointments
Always see who you are trusting
With your friendship
Giving them power to ruin you
With your love
Giving them power to destroy you
With your emotions
Givings them power to leave you scarred forever
With your secrets
Giving them power to overpower you
With your tears
Giving them power to hurt you
With your smile
Giving them power to make your day
With your dreams
Giving them power to break it anytime
they say slow and steady wind the race,
but i've never known slow.
and i've never known steady.
but i have had to race.
not listening to that one simple sentence saved my life.
Jumping into us saved me
Saved me from me.
The days go past
And we don't speak;
We don't write;
We don't chat.
When I am at school,
You are at home.
But when we do talk,
It's just like the old days;
Like it always was.
We pick up where we left off.
Because time doesn't matter;
Distance doesn't matter,
When we're connected by hearts.
For that reason,
We'll always be best friends.
My trust in eternal friendship broke the day you decided to leave for a single mistake I made