Am meisten gelesen ▸
Dave Bonta
After weeks of drought,
rain falling in the night
smells so fresh:
wet leaves & ozone
& the soil coming to life.
I keep going outside
to pee off the porch.
give me shade tolerance
so i can worship the sun
at a cellular level
teach me the dance
in abundance
the sects of insects
how to work like
an artist’s model
with wind or fire
how to mine in place
and turn the soil
into an accomplice
how to communicate
with an alien life form
in speech acts of pure energy
how to grow wound wood
dead again
the skull fills with soil
a small busy mammal
briefly inhabits it
leaves an acorn behind
in the brain case
which awakens
and can’t go back
feelers root
for the teeming light
mycelia for neurons
no eye but an owl
pressed under glass
the last goldfinch whistle
slowly solidifies
into earwax
untroubled by looters
who choose flashier artifacts
from this dilapidated museum
close to closing time
in one diorama the leaves
are already withering
in another, farmers turn played-out
soil toward the sun
which is kept in a separate
display case on the mezzanine
right above the blowhole
of a great blue whale
I lost my sense of smell for just two days. When it came back, the first odor I noticed was soil, which still surprises me this time of year. When I was a kid, the only time the temperature rose above freezing in January was for a few days of warm weather toward the end of the month, a little false spring we called January Thaw.
white clippings
from my haircut
winter garden
Rachel went back to work after a ten-day self-quarantine. She had what might’ve been the common cold, though five of the other people who looked after the same special-needs person tested positive for Covid. That’s the hell of it, the not knowing whether one might be infectious or immune.
winter
afternoon moon
On the last day of April, Facebook gives us a new way to react: a care emoji. Yellow generic-person hugs a disembodied heart, perhaps the heart that absence makes fonder. But to older eyes, unless you squint, it looks like someone clutching an open wound.
taking shelter
under my umbrella
mosquito
building site
the four-square mounds
of unearthed earth
at the bottom of the mountain
a small mountain
of gravel
riprap
just enough soil
for anise root
where the hollow empties
its silence into the gap
old cellar holes
locked gate
stroking the touch-me-nots
so they burst
The phoebes across the road
carry beakfuls of mud
into their nest.
Planting onions,
my thumb- and fingernails harvest
black crescents.
This summer while I’m gone,
the walking onions will re-plant themselves,
head-down in the dirt.
It’s the first petrichor of spring—
that musk the soil gives off after rain,
strongest when long delayed.
So who wouldn’t choose
a day like today for dancing?
Side by side, cackling softly,
the two pileated woodpeckers
hitch their way down a tall locust tree
all the way to the ground.
I was land-hungry in my youth.
In the summer I turned soil
and in winter hoped for snow—
a Platonic kind of field,
rich in solitude as any desert
and as free of weeds,
the leafless rose in the yard
alone with its snarl
of barbed canes.
Love after 50 doesn’t make the pop charts.
It’s too absurd.
Absurd as ice cubes settling in a glass
when one pours hot coffee over them,
shedding their sharp edges.
Absurd as the day-time ghost
of one’s breath on a cold morning.
Absurd as the smell of soil after a rain—
why should mere dirt outdo all other odors?
Absurd as grinding steel on
a wobbly bench grinder with a corroding belt,
that hair of sparks,
the pleasant way they prickle against the skin.