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Does he like me
A question I always wonder about
I forget myself
I forget my needs
I forget my worth
I feel self-conscious
I feel not pretty enough
I feel not worthy
All because of him
What am I worth?
A dollar?
A quarter?
A penny?
Lately this question has been lingering uninvited.
Am I worthy of your love?
Am I worthy of any love?
I used to seek answers from the one "up above"
Now I look within to see that I am nothing.
My whole life I've been running.
Running from pain, hurt, and loss.
And I've never been fast enough.
So my backup plan was look strong.
I couldn't do that either.
I always had to beg,
Beg to be held and beg to be comforted.
In early times in your life you were told
Be strong
but gentle
Beatifull
yet humble
Happy
still calm
And smile
Because your worth living
But how
they never told me me
How am I supposed to be them
and im supposed to be me
but I have to still be true to myself
I Try
try isnt worth anything
I promised her the stars;
She took the moon.
-all I am worth
The problem is I may be good enough but I don't feel like I am,
I may be pretty but what's the point if I don't feel it?
I may be the nicest around but how do I see it?
I hear the bad things you say but the good go through me
The problem here is,
I don't see my self worth.
You've told me once,
You've told me twice,
Others joined In and I allowed it.
You said no one would love me,
I'm on the lowest side of the scale
I act like it doesn't bother me but sometimes it does,
I still can't be as strong.
Only the 1's would want me, you said,
The highest the 7's.
I don't really care what you say,
though it does hurt that my only 10 has went to you,
But who doesn't, right?
You're what most kids want.
Why do people tell me
What I deserve
I know what I am worthy of
I remind myself
Constantly of
What I deserve
And what I don't