bella_valentine21

The girl who loves to be alone Now fears to be lonely The girl who smiles easily Now fake a smile The girl who loves to hear music Now lives in it She isn't the same, she changed a lot She stayed quiet for a reason You know why, uh? She wants to make them happy She wants to make their problem go away She loved them more than her To give them happiness she lost her own So she remained silent

A kid looked around his room And below his bed To find the monster like they said He searched all over Fortunately couldn't find them He grew up Now he didn't check his room or bed He know where it is He know the humans are the monsters

Water flows so fast but They can't match my thoughts Disturbing my mind Birds sang so sweet and louder I looked up That orange bright light made my day Lighting up me and world Telling me to let down everything go As it goes

I say " I'm never going to do that again " But i did I say " I'm not scared anymore " But i am I say " I'm hard to catch " But I'm not I say " my heart is strong " But it is not

I hope my heart is strong as my brain, I wish my brain teach my heart. I pled my heart accept like my brain, But then i realised both my brain and heart Are useless stupids.

This adulthood doesn't suit me It's hard to adapt. I need humans to talk to but I got used to Google as it's easier. I have a few but I need someone. Am I sick of them ? I'm not definitely. I'm longing to have someone for me. Only me. Is it too much to ask for ? To the one, I can share everything. My love, friendship, life. Friend or lover ? Anyone but for me. Am I possessive? I'm desperate. Someone to take care of me, To support me, To listen to me, To share my happiness and sadness, To hug me, To roam with me, To laugh and watch movies with me, To text me, dance with me, To like my favourites, To be crazy, To have fun and be louder with me, To cry with me and be along my side with me till my end. Where are you? I miss you already.

Yeah , you are a monster You eat my brain You drink my mind You live in there Yep, you give me troubles You make my head burst You made me a psycho You never left me That's why my dear darkness You are my best friend.

Were we friends? More than friends? I never questioned until you left. What's the definition of best friend? Make me understand. I need you to talk to me like we used to. Am I going overboard? I don't know if your lover thinks of you but I miss you like crazy. I thought my memories were long gone. I felt stupid for that. Never did I know, they were hidden All deep down inside me. I envy everyone with their best friends Are they all the same like us? Were you true to me? I got trust issues. None were real. Did you ? We had a special bond, hard to explain. I need you back but if you come back ; Will we be like we used to ?

The smile you give me When i see you looking at me The smile you give me When your name pops up on my phone The smile you give me When you act so cute and funny The smile you give me When you say i love you and kiss on my forehead Wish these magical smiles Last long forever .