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Does he like me A question I always wonder about I forget myself I forget my needs I forget my worth I feel self-conscious I feel not pretty enough I feel not worthy All because of him

Loneliness comes over you in the strangest of all moments It takes just a song A song that overwhealms you with this strange feeling And you keep listening to it Again and again But that feeling lasts It has its claws deep in your heart And suddenly you start crying Eventhough you don't really know why So here I sit Crying Unable to understand why Hoping that feeling will go away But it doesn't It stays with me

Stays with me like an unwelcome companion

There she sits Late at night The paper her canvas The words her colour She's good with words Written not spoken But not today Today she lacks the words The feelings too overwhelming She realizes she might start falling Falling for him Is it worth it Fear Hurting Waiting Feeling

I'm falling Still falling for you Still falling for you after all this time

Falling I'm falling I'm lost Lost in your favourite song

Falling I'm falling I'm falling when I see you When I see how you don't see me anymore

Falling I'm falling I get lost in your eyes Eyes seeming so familiar, when they are not

Falling I'm falling Still falling for you Always falling for you

Do you ever wonder if you're really enjoying something? If you even can really enjoy something You're on this beautiful island Only 48 hours left And wondering: Can I really enjoy this moment Can I appreciate it with all my heart? Do you know this feeling That feeling of sorrow Sorrow in your heart, a lump in your throat Knowing there are only 48 hours left So you stand there At midnight Stand on the balcony and look at the ocean Listen to the wind That's when the feeling starts You try to stretch the time You don't want to sleep Sleep away your precious time And suddenly Suddenly you feel tears streaming down your face And you realise That's the moment The moment you really start to appreciate

That's how it started Again But can you? Can you be friends with someone that you once loved? Can you be friends with someone that broke your heart? Can you be friends with that person Without falling in love again Without seeing that side on them you loved How are you supposed to prevent that from happening? How are you supposed to build up a shield around your heart? How are you supposed to just be friends? I want to I want to be capable of just being friends I don't want a broken heart I don't want to feel the power of love again You're supposed to be smarter But can you? Can you fight love for a person you already loved?

Do you know this feeling? This feeling of sadness Sadness when you have to leave Leave this beautiful island This beautiful island you fell in love with But it's not the part that you have to leave That's not the most hurtful part No, the saddest part is the knowledge The knowledge that soon this island will be a memory A memory that starts to fade That starts being replaced by other memories Other memories of other places

It's the music you listen to at night that matters