Im glad i didnt end my life for you
I never thought I would give up my life so easily,
I was taken back by your words and held onto them tightly.
Now I still hold onto them, although I look at them with no trace of thought,
I was never happy with you, I was scared and frail,
You taught me many things, and told me I didn't deserve most of life itself.
I had wished that I had put my life aside that day, but now I crave being alive.
I crave seeing my future, and where it will take me.
I look forward to seeing my partner and speaking with them.
I am older and decided to save myself from the darkness your finger tips had held.
My chest doesn't hurt before I sleep
I want to live
I want to decide for myself
I want to love and hold my hands out
