Among the tar-men
I instruct myself
in the nature of tar:
a great batter, boiled
and simple like a fool.
The night took
a few turns in my coat.
I found the pageant strange.
after all my hopes
alone with
an old boot
by the water
I attend to the light
solve for y
what ground comes
to matter
I will learn
the multiplication
of noon
instruct me
in the nature of the nature
that we fell from
so obscure
that x
like an old bass viol
At noon the captain
would have her teach
the mathematics of evening—
the red land, the coursing water,
a moth in clear daylight
rising early.
Time gone, I fell upon
boring holes in the clock
and calling it chance,
keeping a month or two with me
like water in a boat, black
with every particular of home.
I observed the fanatics
who cry up death say
they will not pay for time,
like a road when we have
no money for ordinary dirt.
Building my house
a story higher, saving light,
I long to see time heal.
I fish till night
kindred to the scarecrow
my quiet oaths
We turn to the forest
(and other things
worth knowing
by not knowing)
to look our full
at all we fear,
our estate like a bauble
bought with trouble,
mind a pair of compasses
to walk home.
I ready myself for
a ride in rough conditions
with a chest of glass,
my hand leased
from a pretty lady
and a paper head so full of sin
I begin to see God.
death is a miracle
making in the body (that is not finished)
most rare things
how could it be locked up
between two hopes
A morning to fish:
as much light as
a found church.
No other money but lead.
I write my life.
If my letters die before I do,
I may make use
of the lax music
in my bed.
Making oneself at home in a bone-dry thorn scrub no one else could love & hailing all visitors: this is the golden-cheeked warbler’s perilous way.