it must have felt
so nice,
to be able
to pour out
the love you have
for someone
wholeheartedly
to be able
to tell them
how much you worried
about them
when they ride out
at midnight
to get to listen
about how their days went
for every single days,
sorry,
if i ever didnt treat you well.
nowadays,
i'm always blaming myself for whatever happens.
it's always on me.
right now,
if you wanting me to go
i'm already out of energy and confidence,
to fight for this
i may choose to give things up.
maybe,
it is what it is to happen
one day,
you may be able
to find someone
who treat you better
i wonder
if it possible
saying you fall out of love
with someone
when the truth is
they still filled up
every inches of your heart
once,
i told him,
that i like him,
it felt so wrong,
loving someone who has been someone's.
i apologized to him,
i said i'm sorry,
my heart hurts,
i like him too much.
have you ever felt someone was that important to you,
that you woke up at night,
to pray for him.
i think,
that's the most beautiful thing i have ever done,
to someone i love.
but it can be more beautiful,
you may not know this
but i like you so much
for things that
maybe others didnt like you
for that.
i like you
because of how cute your text was
when we talked about our siblings
your little sister,
my little brother,
i like you for that.
i like you
when you tell me about your past
on how you got those funny scars
how you're just so stubborn those days,
i like you for that.
i like it
when we tell things
we dont tell others.
it's cute.
our first encounter wasn't exactly the best way to meet, but it was absolutely worth it.
i remember every detail of that day so vividly.
i remember every word you spoke.
and the first time you touched me, was when your were holding me in your arms as i cried. even though at that point,
we were just merely strangers on a school bus.
the first time i saw you,
i knew i was going to fall hard.
even without saying a word to you.
it's like getting you food after waiting a long while. the excitement and happiness of it.
that's what i felt when my eyes met with yours.
You were wearing
A red hot chili peppers' shirt,
And you asked me what
I wanted to do.
You drove us to the wall
That overlooked the city skyline,
And we laughed
And laughed
And laughed -
Until you kissed me.
I am grateful for your initiative
The night we chased the stars,
I realized - the chase was over,
The race was finished,
The marathon had been completed -
All because
I have you
Here,
In this
Infinite
Moment.
You looked into my eyes
And my soul was touched.
But you didn't even
have to make contact
with my skin
For me to feel
Just how tender you are.
the relationship between me and you
is like punctuation, black and blue.
we have pauses
like a comma
and stops
like a period
links
like a semi-colon
or exclamations
that put the sentence to an end
maybe a question mark?
there's something uncertain
but you and me
we can probably make it through this
and we may grow apart
like different sentences mean different things