On Myselfe — Poem analysis

Good Heav'n, I thank thee, since it was design'd I shou'd be fram'd, but of the weaker kinde, That yet, my Soul, is rescu'd from the Love Of all those Trifles, which their Passions move. Pleasures, and Praise, and Plenty haue with me But their just value. If allow'd they be, Freely, and thankfully as much I tast, As will not reason, or Religion wast. If they're deny'd, I on my selfe can Liue, And slight those aids, unequal chance does give. When in the Sun, my wings can be display'd, And in retirement, I can bless the shade.

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Few poems begin by thanking God for being "of the weaker kinde" and end up sounding so unbothered by the world. Anne Finch's twelve lines open as an act of gratitude, but what she is grateful for is really a kind of freedom. Her soul, she says, has been "rescu'd from the Love / Of all those Trifles, which their Passions move." The poem is a self-portrait in miniature. Its central idea is that real security comes from needing very little from fortune: enjoy what arrives, and don't be wrecked when it doesn't.

The first sentence is cleverly balanced. "Since it was design'd / I shou'd be fram'd, but of the weaker kinde" sounds like humble acceptance of a label, as if the speaker were a woman repeating the assumption of her time without argument. The word "yet" swings the sentence round. Weakness might be expected to leave her prey to trifles, but she has been "rescu'd." The "their" in "their Passions" has no clear antecedent, so the faint scorn falls loosely on everyone who does chase such things. There is a small tension here too. She credits Heaven, but the rest of the poem is a portrait of her own self-command, so gratitude and quiet pride sit side by side.

The middle of the poem borrows the language of accounting. Pleasures have "their just value"; they may be "allow'd" or "deny'd"; the speaker takes only what will not "wast" reason or religion. The line "Pleasures, and Praise, and Plenty" sounds grand, with its three heavy P's, and then the next line deflates it. "Haue with me / But their just value" looks at the line break as though "But" were about to introduce a contrast, yet it means "only." Pleasure is rationed rather than banned. "Freely, and thankfully as much I tast" echoes the thanks of line one, and "tast" suggests sampling, not gorging. Its rhyme with "wast" puts enjoyment and squandering side by side, as if one slip would carry you from one to the other.

The poem's logic is as tidy as its vocabulary. "If allow'd" is followed by "If they're deny'd," and both possibilities get a couplet. Then comes the line that gives the poem its title: "I on my selfe can Liue." The speaker is writing about herself, and she is also living on herself, drawing on inner resources instead of outside supplies. Fortune is "unequal chance," unfair in how it hands things out, so independence is the sensible defence. Calling its gifts "aids" reduces them to crutches, and to "slight" them is to decline to lean.

The last couplet turns that argument into an image. "When in the Sun, my wings can be display'd, / And in retirement, I can bless the shade." Sun and shade stand for prosperity and obscurity, or public notice and private life. The wings suggest a creature that is at home in both, and the grammar is evenly balanced: "When... And..." The word "can" appears three times in the poem's final lines ("can Liue," "can be display'd," "I can bless"). It is a word of capacity, and it quietly answers the opening claim of weakness. The poem also ends by blessing, as it began by thanking. Even the final rhyme joins display and shelter, "display'd" with "shade," so that neither is preferred.

Formally, Finch writes in rhymed couplets of ten syllables, mostly in the steady rising rhythm of iambic pentameter. Each pair closes like a small verdict, and the regularity suits a speaker who prizes balance. A few touches loosen it: the stressed opening of "Freely, and thankfully," and the early pause in "If allow'd they be." The pairing "Love" and "move" looks like a rhyme on the page more than it sounds like one today. The capitalised nouns and spellings like "Liue" and "tast" suggest the English of the late seventeenth or early eighteenth century, though that is an inference from the text.

What makes the poem worth reading is how little it raises its voice. It never complains about the label "weaker kinde." It accepts the word and then shows a mind that is anything but weak, moderate and reasoned, and happy in the sun or in the shade. Its picture of contentment is reasoned rather than sulky. The speaker is not renouncing the world, only refusing to be ruled by it.

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