"Heaven" -- is what I cannot reach! — Poem analysis

Emily DickinsonContemplative

"Heaven" -- is what I cannot reach! The Apple on the Tree -- Provided it do hopeless -- hang -- That -- "Heaven" is -- to Me!

The Color, on the Cruising Cloud -- The interdicted Land -- Behind the Hill -- the House behind -- There -- Paradise -- is found!

Her teasing Purples -- Afternoons -- The credulous -- decoy -- Enamored -- of the Conjuror -- That spurned us -- Yesterday!

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Dickinson opens with a definition that sounds like a dictionary entry written by someone disappointed in dictionaries: "Heaven" -- is what I cannot reach! The quotation marks matter. She holds the word at arm's length, as a label people use rather than a place she can describe, and she repeats the gesture in the stanza's last line, "That -- 'Heaven' is -- to Me!" The claim is personal and a little defiant. Whatever doctrine says, for this speaker heaven is a matter of distance, and anything she could actually grasp would stop being heaven.

Her first example is an apple on a tree, ordinary and almost domestic, though the fruit may recall Eden. The grammar is where the line gets interesting: "Provided it do hopeless -- hang --". The verb form is bent, and "hopeless" stands where we expect "hopelessly." Then the dash cuts the word off from "hang," so that the verb dangles at the end of the line like the fruit itself. The apple counts as heaven only on one condition, that it stays out of reach. If it fell into her hand, it would be just an apple.

The second stanza turns from fruit to landscape, and everything recedes. The "Color, on the Cruising Cloud" belongs to something that drifts, and "cruising" gives the cloud a lazy indifference to anyone watching from below. Next comes "The interdicted Land," where "interdicted," a stiff, legal word meaning forbidden, sits among plain words like "Hill" and "House." The line "Behind the Hill -- the House behind --" repeats "behind" so that each thing hides the next, and the line ends on the word, leaving the eye pointed past the edge. The stanza closes with its only exclamation of success: "There -- Paradise -- is found!" The dashes isolate "There," and the word does the real work. Paradise is found, but only over there, never here.

The last stanza is darker and more personal. It has no main verb, only a pile of fragments, like glimpses caught from a train window. "Her teasing Purples -- Afternoons" never says who "Her" is; judging by the imagery, it could be afternoon or nature personified, a figure who flirts with colour. The "credulous -- decoy" suggests a lure set for something that will believe in it, and the next lines suggest that we are that something, "Enamored -- of the Conjuror / That spurned us -- Yesterday!" A conjuror deals in illusion, and this one has already rejected us once. Yet we fall for the performance again. Ending on "Yesterday" makes the rejection sound recent and fresh, and the cycle it hints at is the poem's bleakest idea: disappointment does not cure desire.

The form quietly supports this. Every stanza alternates lines of about eight and six syllables, the pattern of common meter, the rhythm of countless hymns. Such hymns promise heaven, and here the same beat accompanies a promise that is withheld. The rhyme also loosens as the poem goes on. "Tree" and "Me" in the first stanza rhyme fully, "Land" and "found" in the second only partly match, and by the third stanza "decoy" and "Yesterday" barely touch. The sound of resolution slips away just as the object of desire does.

What makes the poem worth reading is how much it fits into twelve lines without ever settling the question it raises. It does not say heaven is false or that it exists. It relocates heaven into the psychology of wanting, a place where the longing is the point and arrival would be a loss. Dickinson's habits show up in miniature: the dashes that make us pause, the capitalised nouns that turn Apple, Cloud and Conjuror into near-characters, and the grammar she bends until it means more. The result is a hard, funny, slightly painful idea, and it is one most readers recognise from life: the thing we want is brightest while it is still behind the hill.

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