To a Sick Child — Summary

I would make you cookies But you could not eat them ; I would bring you roses But you would not care. In your scornful beauty, Arrogant and patient, Though I'd die to please you You lie silent there.

Your once wanton sister Creeps about on tiptoe, And your brother hurries At your slightest nod : Watching at your bedside When you sleep I tremble Lest before you waken You go back to God.

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A parent sits beside a gravely ill child, longing to offer comfort but finding every gesture useless. “I would make you cookies / But you could not eat them”—the simplest acts of love are thwarted. The speaker would die to please this child, yet she lies silent and unreachable. With her “scornful beauty” she seems almost regal, “arrogant and patient,” as if suffering has placed her beyond ordinary need.

The whole household revolves around her fragile presence. A once-wanton sister creeps on tiptoe; a brother jumps at the merest movement. Watching the child sleep, the speaker trembles—not from cold, but from the fear that she might slip back to God before ever waking. The mood is intimate and fearful, a hush filled with love that has no outlet, poised on the edge of loss.

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