Anna Wickham’s speaker makes a fierce personal vow to stop limiting herself to safe, conventional subjects. Instead of drawing “only a house or a tree,” she insists on representing her full inner self: every thought, every observation. At its heart is the courage it takes to be emotionally naked. She renounces shame, the need for praise, and the fear of blame, calling them small, repetitive forces that keep people tame. The mood is defiant and almost confrontational, but also clear-eyed. There is pride in her voice, not embarrassment. Even when she admits she is shaped by “old laws” and “old cause,” she does not use that as an excuse. She claims her existence as “the thing that is”—so fully, unapologetically herself that even the blind gods might pause. It leaves a reader feeling that honesty is a kind of power.
Resolution — Summary
I WILL not draw only a house or a tree, I will draw very Me; Everything I think, everything I see!
I will have no shame, No hope of praise nor fear of blame! These things are mean things, and the same.
I am the product of old laws, Old effect of old cause. The thing that is, may make the blind gods pause.