Nonentity — Summary

D. H. LawrenceContemplative

The stars that open and shut Fall on my shallow breast Like stars on a pool.

The soft wind, blowing cool Laps little crest after crest Of ripples across my breast.

And dark grass under my feet Seems to dabble in me Like grass in a brook.

Oh, and it is sweet To be all these things, not to be Any more myself.

For look, I am weary of myself!

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In “Nonentity,” D. H. Lawrence gives us a speaker who is weary of being himself. Lying outside at night, he feels his own body blur into the landscape: starlight falls on his chest as if it were a pool, wind laps ripples across him, and grass at his feet seems to run through him like water in a brook. These images are quiet and almost hypnotic, mixing tenderness with a faint eeriness.

The speaker is not simply enjoying nature; he wants to surrender to it. He says it is sweet “to be all these things, not to be / Any more myself.” The title points to that wish—not death exactly, but a release from the weight of identity. The mood is one of peaceful longing, a desire to dissolve into the night and no longer feel like a separate, tired self.

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