In My Pillow — Summary

When Mother or Father turns down the light, I like to look into my pillow at night.

Some people call them dreams, but for me They are things I look down in my pillow and see.

I saw some birds, as many as four, That were all blue wings and nothing else more.

Without any head and without any feet, Just blue wings flying over a street.

And almost every night I see A little brown bowl that can talk to me,

A nice little bowl that laughs and sings, And ever so many other things.

Sometimes they are plainer than I can say, And while I am waking they go away.

And when nobody is coming by, I feel my pillow all over and try

And try to feel the pretty things, The little brown bowl and the flying wings.

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The speaker, likely a child, describes a private bedtime ritual: after the light is lowered, she looks into her pillow and sees vivid, friendly images. She doesn’t quite call them dreams; to her they are things she can look down inside the pillow and find there. The things are odd but not frightening—four blue wings flying with no bird attached, a small brown bowl that talks and sings. The poem captures a child’s easy movement between waking and sleep, where imagination feels almost physical. There is a gentle, wondering mood, a little mysterious but safe. The child tries to touch the “pretty things” when no one is around, as if they might still be hidden in the pillow. But they vanish when she wakes, leaving behind only the soft pillow and the memory of their company. The whole scene feels quiet and intimate, like a secret world only the child knows.

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