Not With These Eyes — Summary

John FreemanContemplative

Let me not see your grief! O, let not any see That grief, Nor how your heart still rocks Like a temple with long earthquake shocks. Let me not see Your grief.

These eyes have seen such wrong, Yet remained cold: Ills grown strong, Corruption's many-headed worm Destroying feet that moved so firm-- Shall these eyes see Your grief?

And that black worm has crawled Into the brain Where thought had walked Nobly, and love and honour moved as one, And brave things bravely were begun.... Now, can thought see Unabashed your grief?

Into that brain your grief Has run like cleansing fire: Your grief Through these unfaithful eyes has leapt And touched honour where it lightly slept. Now when I see In memory your grief

There is no thought that's not Yours, yours, No love that sleeps, No spiritual door that opens not In the green quiet village of thought Shining with light, And silent to your silence.

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At first, the speaker begs not to see the other person’s grief. He asks that no one witness how the grieving heart still rocks like a temple shaken by long earthquakes. His own eyes, he feels, have already looked on corruption and evil and remained cold; a kind of moral decay has crawled into his mind where love and honour used to move. Seeing such honest sorrow feels dangerous because it might expose his numbness.

But the grief enters him anyway, and instead of destroying him it acts like a cleansing fire. It leaps through his unfaithful eyes and wakes the honour that had gone to sleep. By the end, remembering that grief has taken over his inner world completely: every thought belongs to the other person, and his mind becomes a quiet, luminous village, silent and attentive to their silence. The mood is intimate, sorrowful, and quietly reverent.

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