Now I Am a Plant, a Weed.... — Summary

Now I am a plant, a weed, Bending and swinging On a rocky ledge; And now I am a long brown grass Fluttering like flame; I am a reed; An old shell singing For ever the same; A drift of sedge; A white, white stone; A bone; Until I pass Into sand again, And spin and blow To and fro, to and fro, On the edge of the sea In the fading light-- For the light fades.

But if you were to come you would not say: “She is not waiting here for me; She has forgotten.” Have we not in play Disguised ourselves as weed and stones and grass While the strange ships did pass Gently, gravely, leaving a curl of foam That uncurled softly about our island home ... Bubbles of foam that glittered on the stone Like rainbows? Look, darling! No, they are gone. And the white sails have melted into the sailing sky ...

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The speaker lets herself dissolve into a series of coastal things—a weed, grass, a reed, an old shell, a stone, a bone—until she becomes sand blowing back and forth at the sea’s edge as the light fades. The movement feels dreamy and unanchored, as if her identity is scattering into the landscape while she waits.

But the mood turns more intimate and wistful when she addresses someone absent. She insists that if this person came, they would not find she had forgotten them. She recalls how the two once playfully disguised themselves as weeds, stones, and grass while ships passed their island home, leaving foam that glittered like rainbows before vanishing. The poem feels tender, melancholy, and full of longing—holding onto memory even as everything fades into sea and sky.

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