Blue Squills — Summary

How many million Aprils came Before I ever knew How white a cherry bough could be, A bed of squills, how blue!

And many a dancing April When life is done with me, Will lift the blue flame of the flower And the white flame of the tree.

Oh burn me with your beauty, then, Oh hurt me, tree and flower, Lest in the end death try to take Even this glistening hour.

O shaken flowers, O shimmering trees, O sunlit white and blue, Wound me, that I, through endless sleep, May bear the scar of you.

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Standing before blue squills and a white cherry bough in April, Sara Teasdale’s speaker marvels at how many springs came before her and how many will come after she is gone. The blue and white blossoms feel almost like flames—too lovely to simply disappear. Facing mortality, she asks beauty to “burn” and “wound” her, not out of despair but because she wants the vivid moment to leave a lasting mark.

The mood is both exultant and melancholy. The speaker feels the ache of knowing that this beauty existed long before her and will outlast her, yet she also wants to be pierced by it now. Her plea to carry “the scar” into “endless sleep” makes the poem tender and urgent, as if remembering beauty might be a small victory over death.

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