Change — Poem analysis

Remember me as I was then; Turn from me now, but always see The laughing shadowy girl who stood At midnight by the flowering tree, With eyes that love had made as bright As the trembling stars of the summer night.

Turn from me now, but always hear The muted laughter in the dew Of that one year of youth we had, The only youth we ever knew-- Turn from me now, or you will see What other years have done to me.

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Sara Teasdale’s “Change” is an urgent, quiet drama about the wish to be remembered at one’s best. The speaker does not ask for reunion or forgiveness; she asks a former lover to preserve a single image of her: “The laughing shadowy girl who stood / At midnight by the flowering tree.” Around that image the whole poem turns. Its central idea is that memory can work as a defence against time—a way of remaining, in someone else’s mind, the person we can no longer be. The title names the enemy, though the word “change” never appears in the body of the poem; every line negotiates with it.

The poem is built from two six-line stanzas that mirror each other while shifting from sight to sound. The first stanza directs the beloved’s gaze backward: “always see.” The second moves into hearing: “always hear / The muted laughter in the dew.” The repeated command “Turn from me now” sounds contradictory—how can anyone turn away and still always see? But the contradiction is the point. The speaker wants actual looking to stop so that an idealised mental image can take its place. The command returns a third time at the end, but its tone sharpens: “Turn from me now, or you will see / What other years have done to me.” The word “or” introduces a warning; the earlier invitation becomes the risk of disillusion.

The imagery carries much of the poem’s emotional weight. “The laughing shadowy girl” is a paradox: she is joyful yet already ghostlike, alive and half-lost at the same time. “Midnight” gives the scene a dreamlike, threshold quality, and the “flowering tree” suggests bloom that cannot last. Her eyes, made bright by love, are compared to “the trembling stars of the summer night”—beautiful, distant, and fragile. In the second stanza, “muted laughter in the dew” blends sound and moisture so that joy becomes something cool, quiet, and quick to evaporate. The speaker calls it “that one year of youth we had, / The only youth we ever knew,” and the repetition of “youth” across the line break makes it feel scarce and final. Then the poem refuses to describe what “other years” have done. That vagueness is deliberate: the withheld image is more haunting than any detail could be.

The rhythm is mostly steady and songlike, carried by four-beat lines that give the poem the feel of a plea remembered or half-sung. Rhyme appears irregularly, but key pairs fall at the ends of the stanzas—“bright” and “night,” then “see” and “me”—so the sound of the poem keeps reaching for harmony even as the subject resists it. The repetitions of “turn,” “always,” “had,” and “youth” create a kind of incantation, as if saying the words often enough could keep the past alive.

What makes “Change” significant is its honesty about the way people curate their own memories in others. This is not simply vanity; it is the fear of being seen as reduced, faded, or no longer luminous. The speaker wants to remain “laughing,” “bright,” indistinguishable from summer. Yet the imagery quietly undercuts the command. The girl is already “shadowy,” the hour is midnight, the tree is flowering, and dew does not last. The poem gives voice to a universal longing to be remembered at our best while acknowledging, in its imagery and urgency, that such preservation is impossible. That tension—between command and loss—gives the poem its lasting power.

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