The Secret Day — Poem analysis

My yesterday has gone, has gone and left me tired, And now to-morrow comes and beats upon the door; So I have built To-day, the day that I desired, Lest joy come not again, lest peace return no more, Lest comfort come no more.

So I have built To-day, a proud and perfect day, And I have built the towers of cliffs upon the sands; The foxgloves and the gorse I planted on my way; The thyme, the velvet thyme, grew up beneath my hands, Grew pink beneath my hands.

So I have built To-day, more precious than a dream; And I have painted peace upon the sky above; And I have made immense and misty seas, that seem More kind to me than life, more fair to me than love-- More beautiful than love.

And I have built a house--a house upon the brink Of high and twisted cliffs; the sea's low singing fills it; And there my Secret Friend abides, and there I think I'll hide my heart away before to-morrow kills it-- A cold to-morrow kills it.

Yes, I have built To-day, a wall against To-morrow, So let To-morrow knock--I shall not be afraid, For none shall give me death, and none shall give me sorrow, And none shall spoil this darling day that I have made. No storm shall stir my sea. No night but mine shall shade This day that I have made.

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The speaker of Stella Benson’s “The Secret Day” does not wait for a beautiful day to arrive; she makes one. Exhausted by yesterday and dreading tomorrow’s knock, she builds “To-day” as a sanctuary. The poem is not a description of a real place but an account of imaginative construction—an act of protection carried out through verbs such as built, planted, painted, made. Its central idea is that beauty can be deliberately assembled as a defense against time and pain, yet the poem also admits how fragile that defense is. The word “Secret” matters: this is a private refuge, not a public triumph.

The poem’s form supports that ritual of creation. It moves in long, winding lines, often with six beats, and ends each stanza with a shorter line, such as “Lest comfort come no more” or “Grew pink beneath my hands.” The effect is wave-like: the voice rises through the line, then falls back into a hushed pause. That rhythm mirrors the seas the speaker imagines and turns each stanza into a small incantation. The opening line’s “has gone, has gone” is already weary, and the repeated phrase “So I have built To-day” opens the second and third stanzas; the final stanza answers with “Yes, I have built To-day.” To-day and To-morrow are capitalized almost as characters. Yesterday “left me tired”; To-morrow “beats upon the door.” Time becomes a visitor or attacker, and the day the speaker makes becomes a locked room.

The imagery is deliberately sensuous. The speaker builds “towers of cliffs upon the sands,” plants foxgloves, gorse and “velvet thyme,” and watches thyme grow “pink beneath my hands.” This is not ordinary gardening; it is the power to make an entire world respond to touch. She paints peace on the sky and creates “immense and misty seas” that seem “more kind to me than life, more fair to me than love— / More beautiful than love.” Those comparisons are startling. The imagined world is preferred to real life and real love, which suggests a deep weariness with what life has offered.

The quiet heart of the poem is the house built “upon the brink / Of high and twisted cliffs,” where the sea’s “low singing fills it.” The word “brink” matters. This refuge is perched at an edge, beautiful but precarious. Inside, a “Secret Friend” abides, and the speaker thinks she will hide her heart away “before to-morrow kills it— / A cold to-morrow kills it.” The identity of the Secret Friend remains private, perhaps an imagined companion or an untouched part of the self. The dash and the repeated “kills it” make the fear suddenly explicit. The poem does not pretend the danger is gone; it builds in the face of it.

In the final stanza the metaphor changes from landscape to fortress: “Yes, I have built To-day, a wall against To-morrow.” The speaker dares tomorrow to knock and declares that none shall give her death, sorrow, or spoil “this darling day.” The word “darling” is tender, almost parental; the day is not just a refuge but a beloved creation. The ending claims total control: “No storm shall stir my sea. No night but mine shall shade / This day that I have made.” Only the speaker’s own darkness is allowed into this world. The poem’s significance lies in that mixture of power and vulnerability. It treats the imagination as a place of survival, but it also shows the secrecy and isolation such survival can demand. The made day is a wall, a painted sky, a hidden heart—and because it is made, it can be unmade by the very tomorrow it keeps outside.

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