The Medal — Summary

Juvenal SotoRomantic

You arrived like an odd insect That, upon extending its wings, Belongs to all yet to no one in particular.

The grapevine beetle knows That its time was summer and locusts, And that before that sweltering heat and that music Life is a bale of hay, darkness, and a thin membrane.

It recognizes a purple shell wherein The female, quietly lurking, Yearns to be fire and fruit.

That summer of nineteen hundred and something, I withstood the calumny of my life Like an emblem of molten silver, Without shade, but rich in fruit so sweet That milk and honey were nothing.

Milk, honey, streams Where insects shine And death shimmers when you call my name.

From my neck, Elsa, you dangle snow. It goes burning with me, as we so wished.

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The speaker begins with a strange arrival—something like an insect that, opening its wings, belongs to everyone and no one. That image leads into a memory of summer: grapevine beetles, locusts, heat, and a hidden female inside a purple shell longing to be fire and fruit. The speaker recalls a summer long ago when he endured the “calumny” of his life—slander or public shame—like a molten silver medal. There was no shade, but there was sweetness so rich that milk and honey seemed poor by comparison. The mood is sensuous, eerie, and intimate, as if desire and injury are fused. At the end, Elsa hangs snow from his neck, and that cold thing burns with him, just as they wanted. It feels like a love note and a scar held at once.

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