Ninety-Six — Summary

Risa BearContemplative

I placed the skull on a stump, saying, "There. Now you can see better."

Knowing this was not so, and, shamed, I stayed an hour, seeing for the deer.

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The speaker has found a deer’s skull and lifts it onto a stump, offering a small, almost conversational gesture: “now you can see better.” Almost at once, they admit the words are false—the deer sees nothing—and that admission brings shame. The rest of the poem turns on that shame. Instead of leaving, the speaker stays for an hour, “seeing for the deer.” It is a quiet act of witness: since the animal cannot look out at the world, the speaker does it on its behalf.

The mood is hushed and solitary, with grief kept just under the surface. There’s tenderness in the gesture, but also discomfort at how easy it is to say something hollow in the presence of death. The poem catches a small private ritual of remorse and attention, in which looking becomes both apology and companionship.

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